Today was good for me. I went to the chiropractor and also did some pool time. My feelings and emotions were more stable today, probably due to the fact I got out and did something yesterday.
I am surprised I'm happier this afternoon because the sky is all doom and gloom. Gloomy Weather for me ususally leads to Gloomy emotions. But hey, I'm thankful I am smiling and feeling more at ease.
My anxiety was bubbling yesterday, and I was unsure how to handle it. But today, I feel fresh and chipper.
So anyways, I wanted to say that feeling better and better will eventually lead to more positive, happy days. You just have to work on it. Do something you love, even the simple things. I enjoy Journaling and hot green tea. That always helps relax and settle me, and puts me in a better mindset for the evening.
Usually at night time I will have cluttered thoughts and I tend to overthinhk and analyze things that don't need analyzing as much. I feel the reason I am so jumbled with negativity at night is because I am more alone, and do have more time on my hands. I am trying to find ways to be more productive at these times. It just takes effort and self-optimism